When I was fourteen years old, I had a humiliating secret. Time and again, I tried to talk myself out of it, but nothing helped. It was childish, and I was old enough to know better, but that only compounded my anxieties.
You did a good job of concealing your monster fears.... I was with you many of your teen years and never noticed any horror lines forming around your frightened face.. But I could not see your spirit or your heart and was unaware.. I love your lineage of monsters ..from childhood worries to adult illness.. I love that your conclusions came from forced experience which you had very little control over.. The good thing is that God had full control, and kept most Nosferatus from sucking life from your spirit..... And yes come you've turned out pretty darn well...❤
It wasn't the sort of thing I spent much time telling others about, and when I was in community, with the steady presence of people I loved, it slipped into the background. Some don't have that option. I was lucky. I still am. :)
You did a good job of concealing your monster fears.... I was with you many of your teen years and never noticed any horror lines forming around your frightened face.. But I could not see your spirit or your heart and was unaware.. I love your lineage of monsters ..from childhood worries to adult illness.. I love that your conclusions came from forced experience which you had very little control over.. The good thing is that God had full control, and kept most Nosferatus from sucking life from your spirit..... And yes come you've turned out pretty darn well...❤
It wasn't the sort of thing I spent much time telling others about, and when I was in community, with the steady presence of people I loved, it slipped into the background. Some don't have that option. I was lucky. I still am. :)